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The Experience Syndrome.

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embracing uncertainty, fear, anxiety, new perspective, personal growth

I do a lot of unnecessary introspection and interpolation. And, sometimes, the by product is random nonsense and going from point A to point Z through skies and oceans, things which do not make sense if you do not live in my brain. Let me put it more concretely.

I am on an experience kick. Embracing uncertainty and uncomfortable situations for growth and to interact with life. Now, as part of that I realized we humans are extremely scared of the possibilities of limitlessness.

The brain does not have the capacity to imagine what it does not know. For example, I can not fathom for the life of me how to spend a day if I was Modi or Zuckerberg or anyone else. Because, I do not have the necessary resources to even begin comprehending the scale of their lives. And, to imagine reaching that state is in itself terrifying. Simply because that success is not imaginary, it is existing in the real world but my life and experiences are so vastly different from that end point, I can never think of reaching even midway to that journey.

Which brings me to the point – What makes anyone say they like something or they do not like something, especially when they have no experience with it. Will the said person try out everything and then decide whether they like the activity or not? But, then, one does not say Yes to everything. Some of the activities may be termed as a Maybe and some are straight out No.

The question is what makes them say Yes or No. Is it because they already know they do not want to try it out or just because it is unfamiliar and, therefore, uncomfortable.

Take hiking or trekking, for instance. I have never done it so I have no idea if I would like it or not. But, would I want to try it. The question is a bit intricate because if I consider the sole physical demands of the activity, I am not adventurous or outdoorsy and do not like insects or leeches clamping onto me. And, any changes in weather puts me off. But, I could definitely try out a beginner-friendly hike of a small enough duration before setting the Everest base camp as a goal.

Whereas, if you talk about Skydiving, that’s a straight out No. Because, I am scared of heights and I have no inclination to jump from a plane into nothingness when I can not jump from three stairs to the ground below.

So, there are levels of experiences and degree of discomfort we may be open to experience and the more we put ourselves into those situations,, our tolerance for handling a slightly more uncomfortable situation increases, thereby widening the range of activities we may indulge in.

Note to Self: Next time an opportunity comes, do not knock it down immediately. May be, it’s a chance to transform my horizons,.

Will AI take away Our Jobs?

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AI and human jobs
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For today’s prompt, I chose to ask chatGPT to give me the topic based on its understanding about my writing and interests. In the past, I have shared a couple of articles and prompts I have written for its feedback.

However, what chatGPT suggested back to me was uninspiring and un-original. Which is exactly what AI is. It is meant to automate monotonous and repetitive tasks but it is NOT supposed to replace Thinking Skills. Yes, of course, it can generate data and images and articles and essays but they are all from the same kind of data it has already been trained on.

NO, Humans are not going anywhere and not losing their jobs. However, Yes, You Need to be Better than AI. The competitive standards are sure getting higher.

What AI is supposed be is a great personal assistant. As a science student, I do understand the impact and significance of creating a machine which can replicate human brain and create something on similar level involving the same complexities. But, the greater question is if it’s worth doing it.

Many people have asked me if AI would replace jobs. I never believed it would and now even more NOT. With the current trends, I find the human touch going out of fashion and in couple of years or decades, the need and the novelty of human touch will be paramount and will demand high remuneration.

No, AI is NOT supposed to copy the trends or art in the name of paying tribute. However, I would definitely say I wouldn’t have known about Ghibli art had it not been for the trend. But, does that mean AI infringing on copyrights is okay. Nope, what AI is doing is making the requirement of humans even more imperative.

Good designers, engineers, artists, writers are all the more important to do the actual work. Because, AI will at the end of day produce a mish-mash of what it has learned from what is available. And, it has not yet learned to mimic human brain with all its complexities. Yes, I am aware that the progress is towards the same end but I sure will value a human more than a machine if I want my coffee.

The Evil Eye is Real.

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Just the other day, a thought popped into my head — “Life is good lately. No problems.”

And, voila, the next day hell broke lose. I fucked up at work big time and spent two anxious days trying to berate myself.

And, realized, instead of berating and wallowing in self-pity, I would be of better use if I apply myself to the solution. Hopefully, the situation can be handled. I am optimistic.

But, the realization that I missed looking at the bigger picture while lost in my useless daily contemplations was a serious and a much needed wakeup call.

In retrospect, life was never problem free. I was complacent to my own detriment. If I was living a practical life, I would be drowning in tasks to finish before the impending change I am hell bent on avoiding. As usual, I am pushing what is required to the last possible moment.

We love to live the life of complacency while the storm builds up, gathering force and speed, ready to hit and tear you down. Humans have a crazy power to shove things under the carpet, rug or blanket, take your pick, till it suits them and makes life easy. Change is scary.

The fascinating fact is our Brains have a lot of say in fighting our default behavior. Brains are wired in a certain thought pattern based on our experiences and we become comfortable with the general rhythm of life.

Now, if you want to fight the existing system which your brain has honed for you, you need to fight your own survival instinct. And, to do that you need a lot of energy. Yes, actual calories.

As I said, Change is Hard. The least I can do is binge eat into emotional coma while my brain gets scrambled again!!